an ephiphany

Couldn't be in a better mood. I don't need to be ignored and treated like crap. There are too many girls out there who will treat me like I'm the best thing that has ever happened to them. People who appreciate me, and don't just run and hide from the problems, but try and work them out because they actually SHOW they care.
-Sleepin
-Workin 12:45- 7. Then not sure what I'm doing, call the cell.

a holiday series

Merry Christmas, Happy hankkuah, merry quanza, whatever tickels your pickle.


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EMS run


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bah humbug!

ner vous (n.)

i'm so nervous... i hate this feeling of not knowing what you are thinking, what you feel, or what's going to happen with us. It's a gut sickening feeling.

:o

i don't want to be here right now... anywhere but here. I'm a fuck up at life. I don't desereve anything i have.

but imagine the smilies are animated

this isn't happening :( i hate my life :'(

i hope he wrote this himself

"Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away"

Never Have I Fallen
Rex A. Williams